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*AYNN HONEY !
Hey hey. Th name is Nurul ain . Prefer to call , Aynn .
I ain't perfect but I'm unique, so live with it . My favourtive cartoon is Dora th Explorer . So , stop following . Hehs , chey . Urm , no . I'm serious . I love wearing watch and already bought one . I love wearing scandal and shoes which I bought already too .Got alot of dress and already bought long dress . So , almost all of th things I want . Gotten already . Green and White is my colour . Because , they're jst so nice to see . :D Ohh , jst make sure . You know what's your limit . You come across it , then face th consequence . Easy said , I don't bother you . So , don't bother mine . Mind your own business . And also , remember . You're not living in this world alone .
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Thursday, May 27, 2010 || 2:33 AM

CONFUSED . SAD . ANGRY .
like i say , i own a feeling too .
Can't jst anyone think 'bout my feelings too ?
I think 'bout almost everything
and yet this .
Think again , before you say anything .
Are you sure tht you gg to say tht to me ?

Tuesday, May 25, 2010 || 8:14 AM

Hahaa . I can't work my brain outt .
Buuttt I like to listen to this song .
Meaningful siaa .
How I wish caaan tarik like her .
If caaaaan , fuuuuh . I like !
:D
Akulah sebatang kara
Dan tiada tempat bercerita
Segalanya ku diamkan saja
Maka hati mulalah berkata-kata
Andainya ku bersuara
Tak bererti aku melindungi
Dan mencari kelemahan diri
Bukan juga untuk ku mengharapkan simpati
Di manakah letak diri ku ini
Sehingga ku rasa sungguh asing sekali
Hilang sudah rindu dan kasih sayang
Segalanya bagai bru saja bermula
Yang putih pada mu sama
Kau keliru tak dapat bezakan
Pada zahir sama yang dilihat
Begitulah aku cuba mengibaratkan
Di manakah letaknya diri ku ini
Sehingga ku rasa sungguh asing sekali
Hilang sudah rindu dan kasih sayang
Segalanya bagai baru saja bermula
Ku cari rindu
Entah bila rindu kembali menjelma
Di manakah letaknya diri ku ini
Sehingga ku rasa sungguh asing sekali
Hilang sudah rindu dan kasih sayang
Segalanya bagai baru saja bermula
Ku pujuk hati
Tak usah sayu
Biarkanlah semuanya berlalu .
Sedaaaaaap taaao laagu nie .
^^
Okaaaaaay , bye !
:D

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Stress .
|| 7:45 AM


Okaay , were suppose to do maay homewoorrk
buuuuuuut I'm DAMN TIRED
macaaaaam mahuu pengsaaaaan gituu penaaat nyaa .
Yes , I'm exaggerating buutt tht's th fact .
I'm tired , I'm tired , I'm tired !
Buuuuuut enduree AYNNN , next mondaay already yourr 'O' leveeel
malaaay .
Theeeeeenn , enjoyyy abitt .
Theeeeeen your next coaching comes
URGHHHH !
NAAAAAAK NANGISS LAAA GINI !
Taaaakk tahaaan laagy niee . : (
Okaaaaay laaa , don't waaant to braaag 'bout it .
Next , I waaaant to let my tots .
Hehs , random ehh ?
Buuutt nvvvvm , I want to be random person .
:DDDDDD
So , here it goes .
Have you wonder this ,
whyy do people like to play hard whenever it comes to relationship or anything else ?
I often heard tht they are trying to be ego .
Sometimes I do agree because I myself ego until
I totally ignore what otha's feel .
But I did tht , because I want tht person or whoever it is
to fight back .
I mean , no harm in fighting back , right ?
Thru ego too , things tht you wish to happen .
Eventually don't happen .
I did tht laast time and until now ,
I regret fo doing so .
Hah .
No use already . Things happen .
All I can do is wait , I guess .
( :
But beeing ego helps somehow .
Like , hmm .
Somehow , it'll make people realise their mistakes they done .
And maybe wish to make up tht mistakes .
But it jst a Maybe .
To me , it's hard to find people to have
give-and-take kind of attitude .
So ,
Sometimes , we really hav to put th ego aside .
Because it's dangerous to always put ego first before anything .
As it might hurt th otha party .
True ?
Well , tht dependd on individual opinion .
We alll hav different thinking .
:D
Okaaaaaay , I'm suppose to malaaay homeworrk ,
but I don't have any ideaaa on howww to doo .
Karaaaaangaaan somemoreee !
Can't lifeee b moreeee miserable ?!
Urghhhh !
Stupidddd lerrrr !
Seee , I'm going crazy !
Waiit foo next post .
Soon .
:D

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Everything tht I felt
Saturday, May 22, 2010 || 10:32 PM


Okaaay , done with what I want to do . (:
Now , let me tell you something .
Yesterday , did my malay hwk .
And , th paper is like ARGH ! difficult .
You see th picture above ?
I was taking a break afta stressin' over findin' answer .
Taak lamaa uhh , I'm going crazy .
Right afta this malay coaching are done .
We have anotha round of coaching .
Pffft ! Stress nyaaa hidup nie !
Like want to burn th paper and drink .
Lagy bagos , ilmu masok .
Tanpa perahhh otakk mcm oraaang gilaa .
Betol ?
Hehs .
Anyways , I guess you guys wondering why th hell I want to private my blog .
Well , You want too know why ?
I jst feel like private it .
Random much ?
Yeaaah . ( :
Next , I got something to post 'bout .
It's been on my mind fo awhile .
And I have to let it go .
So here it goes .
Sometimes , I wonder .
Am I being too nice towards you ?
Until you treat me as when you like .
Do you ever think tht I too got a feeling which everyone has ?
Doesn't mean I keep my mouth shut , you can do as when you like .
I got to agree to what th otha's thinking towards you .
But to certain limit tht I agree to tht thinking .
Because , deep down .
I know you not tht kind of person .
I have known you fo few years already .
But never did I tot you would become like this .
True tht you were somehow thr fo me ,
but you change alot .
I jst don't what else I could do or even say .
Because what you have done ,
jst leave me speechless .
Okaaaay . Actually thr's more to it but I jst don't wish to elaborate 'bout it .
I know this post of mine is very wordy .
But tht is th only I could let everything out .
I got to go .
Take care . ( :

|| 9:22 PM

Heyy , I'm jst updating fo sake of
telling tht I privating my blog soon .
I don't why but I feel like too .
If you want to read but I private it .
Then click me , maybe I can help you .
It's a maybe only .
(:
Tht's all .
Bye .
Takecare . (:

Peace of my mind .
Saturday, May 15, 2010 || 10:20 PM

I'm truely disappointed . I do .
Not a single word could ever describe how it feels like .
Sometimes , I feel like I'm a DUMB one .
Giving what otha's want , but mine ?
Nvr I tot 'bout it .
I ignore what I always want .
Instead , puts otha's want first .
Yes , I'm facing different kinds of problem .
Somehow , manage to let go of one of it .
Th rest , I rather keep it .
Yes , I do need someone .
But fo now , I rather keep everything inside .
Sometimes , th thing tht i wish is
to go somewhr far from here .
Place whr thr's peace and everything .
But I know thr's no such place here
because everywhr you go ,
it's always very noisy and stessful .
I jst don't what to do now .
Confused , stress , disappointed .
Everything in ONE go .
I guess , this 'bout it .

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Friday, May 7, 2010 || 8:50 PM

Heyy , I'll update this blog
since I'm free .
So , yesterday . Had my A-maths Paper 1 .
And it was Damn difficult .
I did practise but still , I can't do it .
But History paper , was okay .
Should have study at least 2 topic .
But I study only 1 .
I did manage to th paper .
All I did was put what I know .
Heehs . (:
So Monday , would be my practical , Science .
Ergh ! I don't even know what to do .
But nvm , jst see what th rest do and I jst follow . (:
Simple enough .
Erm , these few days . All of things happen .
And it got me thinking .
After listening to story and more ,
I started to think .
Why it always like this and tht ,
Why do they think about us , too .
All I think was Why .
But this came to mind ,
I don't know if it was th answer to my WHY question .
Before you say anything , please . Think carefully .
Because action speaks louder than words .
As when you speaks/do , think properly .
Because without you realising it ,
you actually hurt people arnd you .
Th one tht have being there fo you ,
try to be there fo you .
So , it will be an effort fo us , to realise and apreciate it .
Make it as a lesson learnt .
So anyways , I happened to hopper at fb .
Which is looking at otha's people pichas .
I envy girls with looks .
I don't know why but I like to see it .
How i wish to be like them .
Ahah !
But people around told me this ,
appreciate with what you have .
Fo what , have looks but doesn't have good heart .
Ahah !
Okaay laa , gtg .
Update soon . (:



Saturday, May 1, 2010 || 10:53 PM


Heyy , all .
Ignore th previous post .
Kinda of angry .
But now , everything's okaay .
Jst going to update this dusty blog .
Kinda lazy to update ,
so tht's explain why .
Btw , it's exam week .
So most likely , this blog will be dusty again .
Heehhs ..
I'll update if I got th time and mood .
So tc all !
:D