Isn't always 'bout you .

“life will be better in spring”

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 || 7:42 AM

Okaaaay , my make ova is ready .

I only show you two of th pichas .

Th rest , check out at my fb . Yeaaaaa ?

Don't laugh .

I know I ugly .

Outing with my Baby G

Thursday, June 24, 2010 || 8:42 AM

Went out with Mar and Keyreen .

Went all ova S'pore

Bedok to Orchard Cineleisure to Vivo City to

Henderson Waves to Hort Park .

All in One day .

Waaah , tiring sungguh .

Picha at Keyreen's profile .

I'll try to upload th video if th blogger loads faster .

Labels: awesome outing .

Wednesday, June 16, 2010 || 11:06 PM

Went cycling .
And as usual , I hit all of things .
Me , daaa lamaa taak cycling .
Hehs .
And my legs are killing me .
Ahaha .

Urgh ,
these feeling are still thr .
Strongly thr .
But never mind .
Haiz .

Saturday, June 12, 2010 || 7:02 AM

Okaaay , this is th second post .

Haahah !

Tkaadaaa kerjaaa btol uhh .

Well , I'm very busy woman .

Ahjeeeey !

Boboaaal maaacaaam business woman .

Adaaaa bakaat taak ?

Adaa ehh ?

Ahhaa !

Tkpaaatkpaaa ,

lagy 4-5 years down th road .

I'm going to drive Audi car

which either sport car or normal one .

I'm soo in love with tht car .

Daaalaaa , aku kahwin dengaaan kereta uh .

Caaan uh ?

So , I got otha things to state here.

Regarding 'bout th problem you facing now .

I know you really need help ,

but I'm going to stop helping you .

I'm sorry .

Afta listening to your story of whaat happen .

I finally glad and happy .

It's not tht I'm heartless friend .

But you wanna know why ?

This is called KARMA .

You usually treat me as a dirt , I think .

Do as when you like .

But now ,things change huh ?

I'm sorry but I can't help you anymore .

Enough is enough .

I help as much as I can but tht wasn't appreciated at all .

Even if you do , it was only to certain limit .

So , I can't help you at all except become your listening ear .

Because my feeling is not meant to be hurt .

I'm sure yours too .

Goodluck then , I couldn't treat you more than a friend .

Even though we used to be bestest friend .

if fo only a year .

I'm sorry .

Labels: my close friend .

|| 6:50 AM

Okaay , yesterday and friday work for 15 damn hours

which was , urgh ! Penaat !

Yesterday , I end my work at 1.30 am .

& went to Bob's pit .

Yes , I tawn .

Hehs .

Went home at 6+ 7 am .

Took 31 , and walk home

from Tampines Interchange .

Sleep fo 3 hours ,

and got ready to meet up with Liza

fo job interview .

Ahha !

Yes , I got tht job .

Hopefully .

Furthemore , th pay's good .

1 hour , 5 bucks .

They'll increase between 50 cents to 2 bucks ,

if you're good enough .

Worth it right ?

Urgh !

I'm exhausted sia .

Haha .

Anyway ,

here my respond .

Chey , respond .

Hehs !

Yes , I totally knew how you felt .

I love him too , and still do .

Tht's whaat I felt ?

If you love him too much , whaat 'bout me ?

If you said tht those feeling is hard to cntrl ,

do you think I can ?

Do you think those feeling are easy to handle ?

You yourself knew it .

I'm not against you or whaatsoevaa .

Or picking fight with you .

Tht's was nvr my tot .

But it's really up to him to decide .

We should respect tht .

Love can't be forced .

If it were meant fo you ,

then it will naturally come to you .

Without you , forcin it .

But I'm jst disappointed .

I can't say much .

I'm nothing to say such things .

Labels: here you go .

Thursday, June 10, 2010 || 5:52 PM

Hey , going to have a quick one .

Today is my brotha birthday but everyone is working .

Including me .

So , Happy birthday abaaang !

May all your wishes be granted .

And and hope you enjoy th movie ltr aites ?

If got chance , we'll meet somewhr at my workplace .

Btw , regarding my post .

To make it clear to you .

Bout th money thingy , it refering to my dad's friend .

Didn't I told you on tht day itself ?

Th next post , I'm jst letting my feeling out .

I'm human too .

So I have right to let my feeling out .

And I have no intention to make you post like tht .

But I'll reply to your post asap .

Jst warning to you ,

I'm not picking any fight or finding your faults .

I don't waant to do tht ,

I'm so tired .

I don't have enough sleep ,

didn't eat rice fo few days ,

having flu right now .

But I'm working more than I'm expected to.

So tht's explain why .

Sunday, June 6, 2010 || 6:45 AM

I'm been thinkin 'bout it since yesterday .

Think as hard as I could ,

because I jst don't wish to make a mistake .

Big mistake .

Yes , life is full of regrets .

But we can avoid it if we make a right choice .

I don't know 'bout it .

Confused to my own feeling .

I jst need someone to be thr fo me .

As in , entertain my randomness ,

doing crazy stuff and stuff .

I'm always random ,

but tht's me .

Tht was how I like , since I was born .

And I will always be like tht .

I can't change it .

Sometimes , it is disturbing to see otha ppl like th same thing as you .

But we can't stop because thr's more human out thr

tht like th same thing as you .

But I jst piss off when tht person like to do almost everything jst like you .

I don't know why also .

At times , I wonder .

Am I too nice ?

Because when I need someone to talk to ,

I jst couldn't find one .

But tht person or whoever it is ,

need someone .

I always thr .

It's not tht I waaant th same thing or pay baack .

But I don't know , I jst need someone to entertain me .

As in , you know .

My randomness .

I'm stress 'bout my life .

I feel like , you know .

Giving up and jst leave this world .

So tht I will stop hurting ppl .

And maybe become th blocking way of ppl's life .

I don't know uh .

I jst feel like tht .

I jst waaant to go to beaaach since tht time .

Aftaaa my O levels malaay .

But until now , I haven step to th beach .

I jst need someone to accompany me thr .

I jst couldn't take it anymore .

Haiyaaa .

I'm going to be sick reaaal soon .

haiss

Stress .

bye . update soon . ( :

Thursday, June 3, 2010 || 6:37 PM

Urgh ! It's so frustating !

How could you simply do jst like tht ?

All you think is money !

Does money solve everything ?!

fucking NO !

Money does not solve happiness , life and whateva shit !

Those things were meant to be keep because they are FCUKING precious and priceless !

Thr you are , askin otha ppl to clear your shits !

They got nth betta to do ?

They got fcuking life to live and plenty of debts to clear .

You thr happy-ly askin ppl to clear your mess !

Are you human with good heart ?

I don't think so !

Human with good heart ,

understand otha's ppl problem and try to clear their OWN mess .

While you ,

jst think 'bout yourself !

How selfish can you fcuking be ?

Excuse me !

th world does not evolve arnd you .

They got more problem than you .

So , you betta stop whatevaa shit you making .

It's not fcuking worth it, fcuk !

You got th bloody braain to think !

Use it wisely !

I don't think your braaain is left thr fo display , right ?

Every bloody problem can solve if you know how to bloody handle them .

I know you not tht stupid .

You're old enough to think .

Fo once , thinks 'bout othaa's too .

Their feeling .

Doesn't meaan we keep quiet and let you do whaateva shit ,

we scared to take action .

Don't ever STEP on ppl's head when they jst keep quiet .

Bear this in your fcuking mind

our fcuking patience is running low .

Don't ever let tht patience gone , okaaaay ?

It's not nice to see tht coming .

So whaaat this family doesn't even communicate well unlike some family ?

Soo ?!

Yaaa , tht's my problem .

But tht doesn't meaan , you waant to add on ?

No life , huh ?

Go get one , stupid !

You're young and go get a REAL job .

Go paaay your bloody debts , don't ask otha ppl to paay .

Tht is YOUR debts , settle it yourself .

Learn to be independant .

In th end , you die alone whaaat .

No one gg to help you in th graveyard , to answer your sins .

You answer yourself .

Betta learn .

Life is unfair .

Get tht and put tht in your bloody smaal brain .

I repeeat .

LIFE IS UNFAIR !

So , don't ever complain if you got a problem .

Because you YOURSELF find tht problem .

Urgh !

This jst leave me speechless and angry .

Yes , I'm crying now as I'm sooo damn fcuking mad at you !

Stupid ass !

Pfft !

Tuesday, June 1, 2010 || 7:06 AM

Okaay , going to be quick update .

Yes , I'm not working . :D

I'll update when I feel like to .

Bye all .