Isn't always 'bout you .

“life will be better in spring”

Friday, August 27, 2010 || 11:12 PM

You don't know what I'm doing outside .

I'm studying , do you know tht ?

You can bloody tell me tht I don't even study ?

If I don't ,

teachers would obviously calling you up .

Complaining bout me .

But , did me teachers even call you ?

When my brotha make mistake ,

how long it takes you to cool down ?

Bloody ONE day .

Mine ?

Worse !

To you , it's fair and nothing .

To me ?

Think bout it .

At least , I don't even steal anything .

And I don't even want my dad to pay .

I can pay myself .

What you are doing ,

make me think tht

I'm not your real child .

You bias .

If my dad can jst forgive and talk to me nicely .

Why can't you ?

You don't know how th hell I'm feeling when you

keep saying tht I don't even study .

don't even know to go home when I'm out .

When th last time I went out ?

It was 8 days ago .

Afta tht , I'm out to study .

And you accuse me of things tht I don't even do it ?

How's tht fair ?

I got goddamn feeling !

One day , if i couldn't take it anymore .

I'm sorry , but I jst turn someone

you don't wish to see .

Because , you push to th limit .

Memorable Birthday !

Wednesday, August 25, 2010 || 4:41 AM

Yesterday , was th memorable day fo me .

I didn't believe tht such effort were made by my friends ,

esp , my best friends .

Neva did I thought , they would do such thing .

Therefore , I thanked them fo tht .

I , too , didn't believe tht my family would join th fun .

Fo tht , I thanked them too .

Bottom line , Iloveyou

and always remember yesterday as my sweetest thing in my life .

You guys really shocked me and touch me so deeply until

I can't stop thinking 'bout yesterday . :')

Here th story :

I got many wishes from my friends , th moment I reached school .

I knew tht they got plan . But , they told me tht they weren't able to

celebrate with me as they got curfew .

At tht moment , I was sad but

I understand them .

And so , I had my history lesson .

Suddenly , Keyreen changed place .

Instead of seating beside me ,

she sat behind me .

I didn't suspect anything suspicious .

Yes , I'm abit selenge . Not abit , alot .

Anyway , I'm so sleepy tht I didn't talk much to Mar and Keyreen .

Which they thought I'm showing attitude .

Sorry babies !

During recess , suddenly Mar and Keyreen sat anotha place ,

like they were showing attitude .

But , I jst ignored and sat with Feeza , Farna .

Ful and Farayz sat with us and talked 'bout

how th difference between th guys in 80s and now .

So , afta tht . During Malay lesson , I didn't realised

tht Mar , Keyreen and Feeza were signal-ing one anotha

bout their 'evil' plan .

I was busy drawing and colouring . :D

Soon , I heard Mar asking fo permanent marker .

Yet , I still don't suspect anything .

Like I said , I'm so selenge .

Then , Mar asked whether I brought extra clothes . They laughed and

told me , it was a jokes .

Keyreen repeatly told me tht we ( Keyreen and me ) gg to Geylang

and went back before break fast .

And went out again , afta break fast .

Well , a selenge like me jst followed th flow .

Afta school time were ova , I went to Keyreen's class .

To wait fo her .

I felt tht Keyreen trying to hide things but still ,

I didn't suspected anything .

'Bout 30 minutes lata , then we made our move .

And went back hme .

So , when we reached hme .

I used my brotha's iphone but ,

at tht point of time .

Th internet was suck so I was unable to log in to my accnts .

Keyreen told me to change quickly and I did .

Afta tht , we both went out and took 28 to Geylang .

Keyreen repeatly said tht th rest weren't able to celebrate

my brithday .

I did said tht we jst stay at hme and celebrate as simple as possible .

But , Keyreen jst kept saying tht we should go out .

Keyreen's phone kept ringing but I thought she having a hard time with win .

Instead , my friends including my mum , gives instruction to Keyreen tht

to reach hme as late as possible .

Did I say I selenge ? ^^

Afta making rounds at Bazaar and bought some food . We finally made

a move to go hme . Keyreen kept asking whether I want to take bus hme or train hme .

I said I want to take bus hme .

She told me tht we're dropping at Afgan .

Afta awhile , I messaged Keyreen tht thr's no enough time

as it was already 6.40 pm when we reached Kembangan .

So , she messaged back tht we jst go to ntuc instead .

But , we cancel on gg to ntuc .

Because , by th time we reached my stop .

It was already 7.10 pm .

She forced me to run but , I was wearing a skirt .

How can I run ?

Hahaha .

So , I decided to change my mind to run .

Because , scared tht my dad will scold me fo gg hme abit late .

Keyreen open th gate fo me , and asked me to go in first .

I find it weird tht she asked me to go in first .

But , I jst ignored and went in .

When I open th door ,

here comes th suprise .

Mar , Feeza ,Mat , Haziq , Ful , Bob , Win , Hakeem

were shouting ,

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AYNN !'

Straight away , I looked at Keyreen with my shocked face .

And Keyreen laughed at me .

Hahah .

I was totally shocked tht I can't even say anything .

Went to my bedroom ,

and th girls pasted boards with pichas and wishes from my friends .

And they wanted to take rasta colour but then , my room is red in colour .

So afta , my mum gave me a gifts . Which she and my dad bought fo me .

A gold necklace .

Worth $540 .

I didn't even expect them to bought me so expensive things .

Because , all I thought tht they need th money

to pay important stuff ,

and yet they bought me tht .

Feeza gave me a short dress .

Nice .^^

Thanks .

Keyreen and Mar didn't gave anything , but .

They gave a pierce of beautiful memories fo me to remember .

A memories tht worthless and priceless .

I really want to thanked my friends ,

to make this suprise party happening .

I neva thought this would happened to me .

But , It happened .

Thank you so much .

I really appreciate it .

No words can even describe how I felt at tht point of time .

Saturday, August 21, 2010 || 6:45 AM

Okay . Yesterday and Thursday break fast at outside .

Yesterday , was at Simpang Bedok . And Thursday was at Geylang .

It was fun . Laugh here and thr .

Especially when break fast on Thursday .

We seriously laugh our ass off until th ppl thr look at us .

I miss tht moment , whr we laugh pretty hard .

Spending time with each otha .

Aww , miss tht .

We took pichas but I won't post here or Fb .

Haha .

Fo yesterday , we break fast at Simpang Bedok .

It was okaay uh . Fun .

Took alot of pichas too . It will be at Keyreen's Fb .

Go check it out .

Amir was our Camera man . ^^

Afta break fast , we proceed to Geylang .

While on th way to Tanah Merah Mrt Station , we laugh

our ass off .

Ful made quite a numba of jokes till all of us laugh .

Pretty bad .

Geylang was as usual , pack with ppl .

And confirm you sweat like a pig . Haha .

So stand by , hair clip .

Confirm , hot .

Afta we walk at th bazaar , we went to Grandlink .

Then , went home .

Reached hme around 11+ .

And , slept till 12+ .

But I bathed around 6 . Hahah .

Want to know what I'm doing from 12+ to 6 ?

Well , here it goes .

Wake up around 12+ , watched teevee .

And no one at hme .

So , mum's hme .

And talk with her fo awhile .

And went back to sleep .

Keyreen message , complain 'bout her workplace .

Then , I went back to sleep .

Around 5+ , my friend text .

Until I don't know what time .

So went back to sleep .

At 6 , my brotha knock my door .

Jst to accompany him to afgan , buy food .

Bathed and went .

So , like tht uh . Th story .

Hehe .

I know , perangai macam babi .

But , with th weather like this .

Sleep more betta . :D

I can't wait .

Wednesday, August 18, 2010 || 2:13 AM

Hey , gotten my result .

And it achieve my target .

Alhamdulila .

So , today is th 18 of August .

Which mean , 6 days to my birthday .

Chey ! Makin tuaa seyy aku .

Okaay laa , bye .

Had no idea on what to update 'bout .

Monday, August 16, 2010 || 3:54 AM

Hey . It's already 6 days of fasting .
And guess what , I didn't even fast fo th past 6 days .
Off day .
Pathetic , much ?
It happened last year , and so do this year .
-.-
I already happy-happy fasting , then .
You know what happen next .
Ohh , I kind of shouting inside th toilet , th moment I saw it .
Hehs .
Okaaaykaaay .

Hmm , jst nw got a talk .

Bout Polytechnic , how can we choose th course wisely .

More to , giving tips uh .

I feel motivated afta th talks .

Because , you see .

Th points are way below 19 points . Fo most of th course .

Well , I'm a 19 pointer fo my N's .

I'm gg to do much betta than tht .

Maybe , around 16 - 17 points .

I don't have any CCA points , you see .

So it's hard fo me to score .

I'm gg to study hard , and get myself a position in

Nanyang Poly , Ngee Ann Poly ( Maybe ) and Singapore Poly .

These poly are actually good .

They got th course tht I'm aiming .

Which is Business .

Yes , you may think .

I'm crazy uh .

But , I really wants to go to tht course .

But , guess what ?

Th points fo tht course is like 14 points and below .

Wahliao , difficult .

No matter whaat , I'm gg to study .

And keep study .

I realised tht I have slight improved on Add-Math .

Abit only .

I'm working on E-Math .

I start to studying fo my Combined Science lata .

Ohh , tmr I got so-called dentention .

Why ?

Because , I skipped all th Science lesson .

But now , things change .

I'm gg to study and make an improvement fo myself .

To achieve higher standard fo my studies .

Cheyy !

But , I'm serious .

I already plan fo my future .

Hopefully , I'm gg to own car by th age of 24 ?

Hahah . I got 7 years to go .

Waah , times fly fast .

Anyway , afta th talk .

All th 4E and 5NA had Math Test ,

which were Algebra and Geometry .

Godd , I hate Geometry .

I can't even understand a thing .

Haha.

So far , I managed to do th first three question .

Which involve Algebra .

Fo Gometry , I guess .

Un-Manageable ?

Jst hope fo th best .

Ohh , something happen to me . Yesterday , at Marina .

Waahh , scary siaa .

But , like whaat ppl say .

Berani buat , berani tanggung .

Well , I'm responsible against whaat eva I've done .

Jst waiting .

Haha .

My birthday is in 1 week plus , so do my English O level Oral .

Ohh myy .

I'm jst scared to sit fo my O's .

But , have to face th reality .

Must really score well fo my O's .

Insya'allah .

Amin .

Enough of th typing .

Will update soon .

Saturday, August 14, 2010 || 12:46 AM

Heyy . Jst edit my bloggie .

Hehs .

Took me around 3 hours or so ,

to edit everything .

To get everything correct .

Tht's all .

Bye .

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Friday, August 13, 2010 || 4:43 AM

Hola , I'm gg to update my bloggie as soon as possible .
I'm proudly to say tht I'm start studying .
I know , it's like 3-4 months away from my O's .
But , at least I'm made an effort to study .
True ?
This week , I'm studying E-math .
Next week , I'm studying Combined Science .
And following week , will be either my Combined Hum. or A-math .
I'm not sure yet .
Next week , on 18th August .
I heard tht Malay O's result is out !
Goddd !
Scared sia . If I will to get B3 or below .
I'm gg to retake back .
Hehs .
But , have to pay 25 bucks fo both Paper 1 and 2 .
-.-
Dia pk , kita adaa tanaaam pokook duit kepe .
Okaaaykaaay , gtg .
Must prepare fo my study .
:D