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Friday, August 27, 2010 || 11:12 PM
You don't know what I'm doing outside .
I'm studying , do you know tht ?
You can bloody tell me tht I don't even study ?
If I don't ,
teachers would obviously calling you up .
Complaining bout me .
But , did me teachers even call you ?
When my brotha make mistake ,
how long it takes you to cool down ?
Bloody ONE day .
Mine ?
Worse !
To you , it's fair and nothing .
To me ?
Think bout it .
At least , I don't even steal anything .
And I don't even want my dad to pay .
I can pay myself .
What you are doing ,
make me think tht
I'm not your real child .
You bias .
If my dad can jst forgive and talk to me nicely .
Why can't you ?
You don't know how th hell I'm feeling when you
keep saying tht I don't even study .
don't even know to go home when I'm out .
When th last time I went out ?
It was 8 days ago .
Afta tht , I'm out to study .
And you accuse me of things tht I don't even do it ?
How's tht fair ?
I got goddamn feeling !
One day , if i couldn't take it anymore .
I'm sorry , but I jst turn someone
you don't wish to see .
Because , you push to th limit .