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2011-01-02T11:05:00.000-08:00

Awwww , he's fly off already . Lagy 2 weeks . Haiyaaaaa .
Okaaaay , I update ma blog using iPod since laptop's batt are down .
Urm , gg ta miss him <3 .
Takpa takpa , jst wait patience-ly . Jst hope he come safety . (:

2010-12-28T08:53:00.000-08:00

Work was okaay , tiring .
Yesterday and Wednesday is ma off day .
Work until 2 Jan 2011 . Pfft !
Hope can go countdown !
Ma life is GREAT ! <3
I should be sleep now .
It's 1 am .
Hahahaha !
Update lata !

2010-12-20T16:58:00.000-08:00

Okaaay , since a loong loong time tht i updated ma blog .

Well , too busy with work and spending time sleeping .

Yaaa , I know like a pig .

But , what you expect ?

I'm dead beat .

Hahaha .

So , work was tiring but yet fun .

Fun , because ma clique was all fun .

Hahaha .

I like . :D

Thinking of extending ma contract with tha company .

Haha .

I hope tht i can survive fo tmr shift .

Omg !

hahaha .

Next , I want ta blog specially fo Mar .

Afta reading her post , it touched me deep .

I felt tha same way as her too .

I can't imagine how ma life will be if without her arnd me ,

support me and encouraging me .

Advise me , be it fo bad and good .

We've been thru many thang togatha .

And somehow , we learn tha hardship of life togatha .

I neva regret ta know you and make you as ma bestest friend .

I neva do .

Now , tht we both busy with work .

I too want ta keep this friendship gg strong .

Hopefully stronger than before .

All we nid is jst alot of patience .

Well , now i'm kind of missing you .

As in , spend time togatha and laugh our ass off .

Like usually tht we did .

I miss tht all .

Well , one day .

We should book tht day and spend our time like how best friend should .

hahaha .

Don't worry , tht day will come afta ma busy week are over .

I really hope we can spend time togatha .

Till then , please take care of yourself aites ?

2010-11-18T02:48:00.000-08:00

Hey , long time since I last update ma blog .

Woaah .

Well , good news .

I got a Job !

Ma basic pay is $1000 , and

if ma attendance are good .

As in no late-coming or mc ,

I got addition of $250 .

So , tht make ma pay $ 1250 !

Oh ma god !

I'm gg ta b freaking rich !

Hahaha !

I feel like jumping around , but

I'm sick !

Pfft ! -.-

Ta ma brotha :

Get well soon .

Hopefully tha virus in your body wil gone soon .

i love you , abang . <3

2010-10-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

Update .

Many thangs have happened .

I really hope nothang happen to ma brotha .

O's in 6 days .

God !

I still need help fo both Chemistry and Physics .

Not ta forget , my maths .

Not a-math .

Tht , I can forget 'bout it .

Wish me luck .

Bye , love .

Take care aye ? ^^

Once and Fo all .

2010-09-16T22:24:00.000-07:00

Okaay , since I have time to update my blog .

I'll update 'bout something .

Physics Paper was difficult .

Can't even answer one question .

I'm sure tht I flopped tht subject .

A-math Paper 1 ?

Well , don't bother asking me .

I can't even do all question ,

but except fo only one question .

Tht only fo 6 marks .

But , fo sure I get 5 marks .

Th rest , well .

Sucks big time . ( :

Chemistry Paper was jst now.

Okaaay laaa , manage-able .

But , some of th question .

I kind of forget how to do .

Especially topics on Moles .

Tht's th easier topics .

But , I forgot how to do th question .

Shit !

Guess what , almost all th question only 1 mark .

Wahliao , if you get wrong answer .

Tht's it . What a waste .

Next week , will be my Science Practical and A-math Paper 2 .

Afta , will be gg hari raya outing with my Primary School Peeps .

Maybe ?

It's been 5 years since I last went out with them fo Hari Raya .

Now , it's like very uncomfortable .

But , nvm .

I miss them , I guess . ( :

Next tht I want to post 'bout .

I'm sorry if you feel whateva I written down here , hurts you .

This is my blog , so jst bear with it .

Since you can simply let everything on me .

I can , too .

Now , everything is ova .

You heard what my brotha said .

Truely , I didn't know he called you ,

and fuck you outside down .

I jst came back , and got news from my bestfriend .

This all things happened because someone saw you went out from here .

Tht's sparked th whole thing in my house .

My father broke down yesterday while talking to both me and my brother .

Yes , tht was th very first time he broke down .

Afta so many years , he last cried .

Yesterday , he cried .

He cried , begging me and my brotha to take care of ourselves .

How he sacrifice fo us .

My family knew tht I own you money .

My parents asked me , what's th money fo .

I jst told them , fo my use .

And I paid to you .

Oh , I will not pay anymore or do anything tht got to do with you .

Bout th Hari Raya outing thth I told you .

I don't mind you following .

But , I'm afraid you can't step into my house anymore .

My mother recognised you , and might jst asked you something hurtful

in front of everyone .

This time , my brotha will not stopped her .

My brotha should have told you ,

but I don't know .

If you followed fo th Hari Raya Outing ,

you have to wait downstairs .

You are clearly banned from coming my house anymore .

Make this as lesson learnt .

Lead your life well , and be happy always . ( :

Think of your parents , of your loved one before you do

anything stupid .

Like how we did , we did stupid stuff .

Erm , I know you're mad at me .

Because of this , and you message me tht kind of hurtful message .

But , I can't blame you .

I'm a girl too .

And was once with him .

So , I know how it feels like .

I'm sorry tht my bestfriend message you instead of me .

Afta I received those message , I cried to her .

I cried so badly , afta my father talked to me .

She took my phone and message you .

But , I can't stopped her .

As , what she type is true .

I'm sorry to say tht .

Like I said , since you can do tht .

I can , too .

Furthermore , this is my blog .

I hoped you understand .

Everyone got its feeling .

This is my feeling .

I wanted to reply your message .

But , those hurtful of yours jst got me think not twice but alot of time .

Tht's why , I don't reply .

Jst don't want to make things worse .

Don't worry , fo now onwards .

I got nothing to do with your boyfriend .

Nothing at all .

Like what I said previously ,

live your life well and be happy . ( :

Before , I stopped posting 'bout this .

Jst want to tell you tht both my bestfriend and brotha knew what you did to me when

we were together .

Yes , they are shock and felt angry .

Unsatisfied .

Howeva , they still thr fo me .

And , always be thr .

Lastly , I decided to be good girl .

I gave my last two ciggy to Farna .

Means , I don't want to smoke anymore .

I want to be th old me .

Yea , it's difficult but al least I try . ( :

Erm , yesterday went to sheesha with Keyreen , Mar and my Brotha .

At Bugis .

Yes , my Brotha allowed us to smoke sheesha .

We talked alot , talked 'bout spirits , life , obstacles and many more .

I also can't believe tht my Brotha can click with my Bestfriend tht instant .

I mean , he can get along with my friends .

It was also th first time , I saw him smoke sheesha .

From thr , I can roughly imagine he smoke ciggy .

Yes , he used to smoke ciggy .

Until , I think my father caught him .

Then , he stopped .

Hehe .

Pichas , will only update inside either mine or Keyreen's blog .

( :

So , do see yea .

Bye , take care .

Got migraine again .

Got to rest .

Bye .

2010-09-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

Well , tmr is Hari Raya .

Can't believe because ramadhan went by so fast ,

until I don't realise it's coming to an end .

Since , I'm here blogging .

I would like to make this opportunity ,

to say tht I'm sorry .

Fo whateva I've done towards you ,

didn't mean it .

Fo whateva I've said towards you ,

didn't came from th heart .

Fo whateva shit I've done behind your back or what .

I'm really sorry .

Especially towards my parents .

Ya , it was a shock news to you .

But , I'm really sorry .

I still have those "darah panas" in me .

So , tht's explain I'm being rebelicious .

Sooner or lata , I know and realise .

Therefore , I stop whateva shit I've done .

I'm sorry yeaaa .

And towards my friends , close friends and

especially my besties(BBG)

I'm sorry fo whateva I've done towards you .

Fo th attitude I gives ,

fo those action tht I gives

and etc .

Sorry , reaally sorry .

Okaay laa , it's a long post .

Update when I'm free .

Next week , it's my prelim week .

So kind of busy yeaa .

Take care .

Selamat Hari Raya , yer ?

Maaf zahir dan batin .

2010-08-27T23:12:00.000-07:00

You don't know what I'm doing outside .

I'm studying , do you know tht ?

You can bloody tell me tht I don't even study ?

If I don't ,

teachers would obviously calling you up .

Complaining bout me .

But , did me teachers even call you ?

When my brotha make mistake ,

how long it takes you to cool down ?

Bloody ONE day .

Mine ?

Worse !

To you , it's fair and nothing .

To me ?

Think bout it .

At least , I don't even steal anything .

And I don't even want my dad to pay .

I can pay myself .

What you are doing ,

make me think tht

I'm not your real child .

You bias .

If my dad can jst forgive and talk to me nicely .

Why can't you ?

You don't know how th hell I'm feeling when you

keep saying tht I don't even study .

don't even know to go home when I'm out .

When th last time I went out ?

It was 8 days ago .

Afta tht , I'm out to study .

And you accuse me of things tht I don't even do it ?

How's tht fair ?

I got goddamn feeling !

One day , if i couldn't take it anymore .

I'm sorry , but I jst turn someone

you don't wish to see .

Because , you push to th limit .

Memorable Birthday !

2010-08-25T04:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , was th memorable day fo me .

I didn't believe tht such effort were made by my friends ,

esp , my best friends .

Neva did I thought , they would do such thing .

Therefore , I thanked them fo tht .

I , too , didn't believe tht my family would join th fun .

Fo tht , I thanked them too .

Bottom line , Iloveyou

and always remember yesterday as my sweetest thing in my life .

You guys really shocked me and touch me so deeply until

I can't stop thinking 'bout yesterday . :')

Here th story :

I got many wishes from my friends , th moment I reached school .

I knew tht they got plan . But , they told me tht they weren't able to

celebrate with me as they got curfew .

At tht moment , I was sad but

I understand them .

And so , I had my history lesson .

Suddenly , Keyreen changed place .

Instead of seating beside me ,

she sat behind me .

I didn't suspect anything suspicious .

Yes , I'm abit selenge . Not abit , alot .

Anyway , I'm so sleepy tht I didn't talk much to Mar and Keyreen .

Which they thought I'm showing attitude .

Sorry babies !

During recess , suddenly Mar and Keyreen sat anotha place ,

like they were showing attitude .

But , I jst ignored and sat with Feeza , Farna .

Ful and Farayz sat with us and talked 'bout

how th difference between th guys in 80s and now .

So , afta tht . During Malay lesson , I didn't realised

tht Mar , Keyreen and Feeza were signal-ing one anotha

bout their 'evil' plan .

I was busy drawing and colouring . :D

Soon , I heard Mar asking fo permanent marker .

Yet , I still don't suspect anything .

Like I said , I'm so selenge .

Then , Mar asked whether I brought extra clothes . They laughed and

told me , it was a jokes .

Keyreen repeatly told me tht we ( Keyreen and me ) gg to Geylang

and went back before break fast .

And went out again , afta break fast .

Well , a selenge like me jst followed th flow .

Afta school time were ova , I went to Keyreen's class .

To wait fo her .

I felt tht Keyreen trying to hide things but still ,

I didn't suspected anything .

'Bout 30 minutes lata , then we made our move .

And went back hme .

So , when we reached hme .

I used my brotha's iphone but ,

at tht point of time .

Th internet was suck so I was unable to log in to my accnts .

Keyreen told me to change quickly and I did .

Afta tht , we both went out and took 28 to Geylang .

Keyreen repeatly said tht th rest weren't able to celebrate

my brithday .

I did said tht we jst stay at hme and celebrate as simple as possible .

But , Keyreen jst kept saying tht we should go out .

Keyreen's phone kept ringing but I thought she having a hard time with win .

Instead , my friends including my mum , gives instruction to Keyreen tht

to reach hme as late as possible .

Did I say I selenge ? ^^

Afta making rounds at Bazaar and bought some food . We finally made

a move to go hme . Keyreen kept asking whether I want to take bus hme or train hme .

I said I want to take bus hme .

She told me tht we're dropping at Afgan .

Afta awhile , I messaged Keyreen tht thr's no enough time

as it was already 6.40 pm when we reached Kembangan .

So , she messaged back tht we jst go to ntuc instead .

But , we cancel on gg to ntuc .

Because , by th time we reached my stop .

It was already 7.10 pm .

She forced me to run but , I was wearing a skirt .

How can I run ?

Hahaha .

So , I decided to change my mind to run .

Because , scared tht my dad will scold me fo gg hme abit late .

Keyreen open th gate fo me , and asked me to go in first .

I find it weird tht she asked me to go in first .

But , I jst ignored and went in .

When I open th door ,

here comes th suprise .

Mar , Feeza ,Mat , Haziq , Ful , Bob , Win , Hakeem

were shouting ,

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AYNN !'

Straight away , I looked at Keyreen with my shocked face .

And Keyreen laughed at me .

Hahah .

I was totally shocked tht I can't even say anything .

Went to my bedroom ,

and th girls pasted boards with pichas and wishes from my friends .

And they wanted to take rasta colour but then , my room is red in colour .

So afta , my mum gave me a gifts . Which she and my dad bought fo me .

A gold necklace .

Worth $540 .

I didn't even expect them to bought me so expensive things .

Because , all I thought tht they need th money

to pay important stuff ,

and yet they bought me tht .

Feeza gave me a short dress .

Nice .^^

Thanks .

Keyreen and Mar didn't gave anything , but .

They gave a pierce of beautiful memories fo me to remember .

A memories tht worthless and priceless .

I really want to thanked my friends ,

to make this suprise party happening .

I neva thought this would happened to me .

But , It happened .

Thank you so much .

I really appreciate it .

No words can even describe how I felt at tht point of time .

2010-08-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

Okay . Yesterday and Thursday break fast at outside .

Yesterday , was at Simpang Bedok . And Thursday was at Geylang .

It was fun . Laugh here and thr .

Especially when break fast on Thursday .

We seriously laugh our ass off until th ppl thr look at us .

I miss tht moment , whr we laugh pretty hard .

Spending time with each otha .

Aww , miss tht .

We took pichas but I won't post here or Fb .

Haha .

Fo yesterday , we break fast at Simpang Bedok .

It was okaay uh . Fun .

Took alot of pichas too . It will be at Keyreen's Fb .

Go check it out .

Amir was our Camera man . ^^

Afta break fast , we proceed to Geylang .

While on th way to Tanah Merah Mrt Station , we laugh

our ass off .

Ful made quite a numba of jokes till all of us laugh .

Pretty bad .

Geylang was as usual , pack with ppl .

And confirm you sweat like a pig . Haha .

So stand by , hair clip .

Confirm , hot .

Afta we walk at th bazaar , we went to Grandlink .

Then , went home .

Reached hme around 11+ .

And , slept till 12+ .

But I bathed around 6 . Hahah .

Want to know what I'm doing from 12+ to 6 ?

Well , here it goes .

Wake up around 12+ , watched teevee .

And no one at hme .

So , mum's hme .

And talk with her fo awhile .

And went back to sleep .

Keyreen message , complain 'bout her workplace .

Then , I went back to sleep .

Around 5+ , my friend text .

Until I don't know what time .

So went back to sleep .

At 6 , my brotha knock my door .

Jst to accompany him to afgan , buy food .

Bathed and went .

So , like tht uh . Th story .

Hehe .

I know , perangai macam babi .

But , with th weather like this .

Sleep more betta . :D

I can't wait .

2010-08-18T02:13:00.000-07:00

Hey , gotten my result .

And it achieve my target .

Alhamdulila .

So , today is th 18 of August .

Which mean , 6 days to my birthday .

Chey ! Makin tuaa seyy aku .

Okaay laa , bye .

Had no idea on what to update 'bout .

2010-08-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

Hey . It's already 6 days of fasting .
And guess what , I didn't even fast fo th past 6 days .
Off day .
Pathetic , much ?
It happened last year , and so do this year .
-.-
I already happy-happy fasting , then .
You know what happen next .
Ohh , I kind of shouting inside th toilet , th moment I saw it .
Hehs .
Okaaaykaaay .

Hmm , jst nw got a talk .

Bout Polytechnic , how can we choose th course wisely .

More to , giving tips uh .

I feel motivated afta th talks .

Because , you see .

Th points are way below 19 points . Fo most of th course .

Well , I'm a 19 pointer fo my N's .

I'm gg to do much betta than tht .

Maybe , around 16 - 17 points .

I don't have any CCA points , you see .

So it's hard fo me to score .

I'm gg to study hard , and get myself a position in

Nanyang Poly , Ngee Ann Poly ( Maybe ) and Singapore Poly .

These poly are actually good .

They got th course tht I'm aiming .

Which is Business .

Yes , you may think .

I'm crazy uh .

But , I really wants to go to tht course .

But , guess what ?

Th points fo tht course is like 14 points and below .

Wahliao , difficult .

No matter whaat , I'm gg to study .

And keep study .

I realised tht I have slight improved on Add-Math .

Abit only .

I'm working on E-Math .

I start to studying fo my Combined Science lata .

Ohh , tmr I got so-called dentention .

Why ?

Because , I skipped all th Science lesson .

But now , things change .

I'm gg to study and make an improvement fo myself .

To achieve higher standard fo my studies .

Cheyy !

But , I'm serious .

I already plan fo my future .

Hopefully , I'm gg to own car by th age of 24 ?

Hahah . I got 7 years to go .

Waah , times fly fast .

Anyway , afta th talk .

All th 4E and 5NA had Math Test ,

which were Algebra and Geometry .

Godd , I hate Geometry .

I can't even understand a thing .

Haha.

So far , I managed to do th first three question .

Which involve Algebra .

Fo Gometry , I guess .

Un-Manageable ?

Jst hope fo th best .

Ohh , something happen to me . Yesterday , at Marina .

Waahh , scary siaa .

But , like whaat ppl say .

Berani buat , berani tanggung .

Well , I'm responsible against whaat eva I've done .

Jst waiting .

Haha .

My birthday is in 1 week plus , so do my English O level Oral .

Ohh myy .

I'm jst scared to sit fo my O's .

But , have to face th reality .

Must really score well fo my O's .

Insya'allah .

Amin .

Enough of th typing .

Will update soon .

2010-08-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

Heyy . Jst edit my bloggie .

Hehs .

Took me around 3 hours or so ,

to edit everything .

To get everything correct .

Tht's all .

Bye .

( :

2010-08-13T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hola , I'm gg to update my bloggie as soon as possible .
I'm proudly to say tht I'm start studying .
I know , it's like 3-4 months away from my O's .
But , at least I'm made an effort to study .
True ?
This week , I'm studying E-math .
Next week , I'm studying Combined Science .
And following week , will be either my Combined Hum. or A-math .
I'm not sure yet .
Next week , on 18th August .
I heard tht Malay O's result is out !
Goddd !
Scared sia . If I will to get B3 or below .
I'm gg to retake back .
Hehs .
But , have to pay 25 bucks fo both Paper 1 and 2 .
-.-
Dia pk , kita adaa tanaaam pokook duit kepe .
Okaaaykaaay , gtg .
Must prepare fo my study .
:D

2010-07-31T20:53:00.000-07:00

Okaay , let me give this out .

You see , th picha above ?

Let me tell this , and make sure get it in your head .

Damn it !

If you hate or dislike or whaatevaa towards th girl in th middle ,

keep tht to yourself .

Because , jst so you know .

I don't even bother to listen to it ,

why should i ?

Everyone make mistakes , no one perfect .

You know it , so ?

You make commotion on my fb , classroom ,

whr else ??

You want me to introduce a place so tht you can continue

to spread th dislike to everyone ?

Well , here one .

Newspaper , publish it .

Say this ,

'I DISLIKE A GIRL IN 502 '

will yaa ?

Then you make an essay 'bout this girl since you got

sooooo much to say .

Here , anotha .

Send e-mail to th news on Channel 5 , Suria or maybe

anothaa channel too .

Tell them to say out loud ,

so everyone will know .

Will yaaa ?

Kau peraaangaaaai macam budakbudak siaa .

Umur daaa braapaa , perangai gini .

Tu , kau punya pasaal uh .

Kalau kau benci orang tu ke tak suka .

Tapi , perlu cakap kat oraaang ?

Nanty kau blame kawan aku , padahal mulut kau yang start .

Kawaan aku tak adaa naak bilang orang sia .

Perangai matured , tak macaam kau .

Aku memang tak nak masok campur ,

tapi kau pk aku suka per tgk nie smua jady ?

Kitaa diam diam , Kau pijak kepalaa .

Taak semestinya , kita diam .

Kita tak berani naak buaat apa-apa .

Don't ever think of taking advantage , fcuk !

Fo now , aku boleh uh tahan nie smua .

Lama-lama , kau rasa aku boleh ke ?

Kalaau kau tak suka oraang tu , TUTUP MULUT KAU !

Lepas tu , duduk satu corner . Belajar !

Kau suka belajar kan ? Pegy belajar !

Takmo waste masa kau dengan 'I DISLIKE HER . PLEASE DON'T SAY HER NAME . "

okaaaay ? -.-

2010-07-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

Okaay , discuss with mom .

She's agree to it , but Dad still having doubts .

I fucking badly wants to join tht .

Well , because I can gain more experience in this kind of things .

And also , I can be indenpendant also .

As in , don't depend too much on my parents regarding money issue .

I hope mom would give me th money to pay up .

But I'll pay her back .

Next , I should study more .

I do study but jst tht I don't really focus much .

I should studying fo my A-math and E-math well .

Because tht annoying teacher , critise me .

Pfft !

Never mind , I'll prove you wrong .

Even I can't pass my A-math , I can surely do th best

fo my E-math .

I , too , nid help fo my science .

Especially , chemistry .

But so far , I understand what my science teacher taught me .

Which is Redox .

Though , it's confusing but I understand .

I , too , nid to learn to do my Science Practical .

So , during my O's . I know what to do .

As in , know what to do and write .

My malay listening is One day afta my scan .

Fuh , seraam .

Must dig my ear .

Haha .

My combined Hum , so far .

Okaaay , but I still prefer Mr Foo than Mdm Santha .

Because she jst teach too fast .

I wonder how her student survive .

But if Mr Foo , he teach slowly but yet it's easier to understand .

Hmm , what else .

Oh yaa , My english .

Erm , currently reading newspaper and books .

To increase my language .

Must get at least B4 fo my english .

Yes , my english is damn bad .

Haha .

This weekends , I'm away .

I'm going hols with my bestfriend and her parents too .

Can't wait .

Furthermore , th day before .

I sleeping ova at her house .

I bet it's difficult fo us to sleep .

And and , I'm th first friend to sleep ova at her house .

Awesome , right ?

I want to karaoke at her house , maybe ?

If can uh .

Maybe going fo movie marathon .

Not sure 'bout tht .

We have yet plan 'bout it .

I really hope tht my hair grow faster .

Because I want to cut back , and cuts bangs .

Because right , tht time .

I saw my ex classmate , fir .

He asked me , where's dora . ( sambil tunjuk kat my hair )

Haha . But I say soon .

Yeaaa . I going to cut bangs and such .

Konform I look chinese sia .

Haha .

Well , it runs in my blood .

My family especially my father have chinese blood .

So me and my brotha too , got chinese blood .

But lucky , our eyes is not 'sepet' .

HAHA !

Lately , I'm been eating so much food .

Like chocolates , rice , noodles , snacks , biscuit and many more .

I can't stop muching food .

God !

I can't grow anymore but yet I gaining weight sia .

OMG !

Later , my cheeks become so chubby .

Don't like .

Haiyo !

Okaay , hopefully . I got a lot of money later in th end of th month .

Because , I got lots of things to settle .

I hope I can settle everything by this month .

Stress .

But what's life without challenge ?

True ?

I guess , I should end here .

I miss blogging btw .

Tht's th reason why I typing as if I'm doing essay .

Will update soon .

Maybe afta my hols .

Thr will alot of pichas .

Don't worry .

Because when th tampines meets th bedok , we'll take pichas or whateva uh .

Like as if , we own th world .

( :

Miss me , aye people ?

Afta reading my bloggie , tag aites ?

Thank you . :D

2010-07-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

Okaay , I'm not sure whether I want or not .

Whether I should or not .

It's been whaat I waant ,

but I don't know .

Urgh !

Nvm .

: )

2010-06-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

Okaaaay , my make ova is ready .

I only show you two of th pichas .

Th rest , check out at my fb . Yeaaaaa ?

Don't laugh .

I know I ugly .

Outing with my Baby G

2010-06-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

Went out with Mar and Keyreen .

Went all ova S'pore

Bedok to Orchard Cineleisure to Vivo City to

Henderson Waves to Hort Park .

All in One day .

Waaah , tiring sungguh .

Picha at Keyreen's profile .

I'll try to upload th video if th blogger loads faster .

2010-06-16T23:06:00.000-07:00

Went cycling .
And as usual , I hit all of things .
Me , daaa lamaa taak cycling .
Hehs .
And my legs are killing me .
Ahaha .

Urgh ,
these feeling are still thr .
Strongly thr .
But never mind .
Haiz .

2010-06-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

Okaaay , this is th second post .

Haahah !

Tkaadaaa kerjaaa btol uhh .

Well , I'm very busy woman .

Ahjeeeey !

Boboaaal maaacaaam business woman .

Adaaaa bakaat taak ?

Adaa ehh ?

Ahhaa !

Tkpaaatkpaaa ,

lagy 4-5 years down th road .

I'm going to drive Audi car

which either sport car or normal one .

I'm soo in love with tht car .

Daaalaaa , aku kahwin dengaaan kereta uh .

Caaan uh ?

So , I got otha things to state here.

Regarding 'bout th problem you facing now .

I know you really need help ,

but I'm going to stop helping you .

I'm sorry .

Afta listening to your story of whaat happen .

I finally glad and happy .

It's not tht I'm heartless friend .

But you wanna know why ?

This is called KARMA .

You usually treat me as a dirt , I think .

Do as when you like .

But now ,things change huh ?

I'm sorry but I can't help you anymore .

Enough is enough .

I help as much as I can but tht wasn't appreciated at all .

Even if you do , it was only to certain limit .

So , I can't help you at all except become your listening ear .

Because my feeling is not meant to be hurt .

I'm sure yours too .

Goodluck then , I couldn't treat you more than a friend .

Even though we used to be bestest friend .

if fo only a year .

I'm sorry .

2010-06-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

Okaay , yesterday and friday work for 15 damn hours

which was , urgh ! Penaat !

Yesterday , I end my work at 1.30 am .

& went to Bob's pit .

Yes , I tawn .

Hehs .

Went home at 6+ 7 am .

Took 31 , and walk home

from Tampines Interchange .

Sleep fo 3 hours ,

and got ready to meet up with Liza

fo job interview .

Ahha !

Yes , I got tht job .

Hopefully .

Furthemore , th pay's good .

1 hour , 5 bucks .

They'll increase between 50 cents to 2 bucks ,

if you're good enough .

Worth it right ?

Urgh !

I'm exhausted sia .

Haha .

Anyway ,

here my respond .

Chey , respond .

Hehs !

Yes , I totally knew how you felt .

I love him too , and still do .

Tht's whaat I felt ?

If you love him too much , whaat 'bout me ?

If you said tht those feeling is hard to cntrl ,

do you think I can ?

Do you think those feeling are easy to handle ?

You yourself knew it .

I'm not against you or whaatsoevaa .

Or picking fight with you .

Tht's was nvr my tot .

But it's really up to him to decide .

We should respect tht .

Love can't be forced .

If it were meant fo you ,

then it will naturally come to you .

Without you , forcin it .

But I'm jst disappointed .

I can't say much .

I'm nothing to say such things .

2010-06-10T17:52:00.000-07:00

Hey , going to have a quick one .

Today is my brotha birthday but everyone is working .

Including me .

So , Happy birthday abaaang !

May all your wishes be granted .

And and hope you enjoy th movie ltr aites ?

If got chance , we'll meet somewhr at my workplace .

Btw , regarding my post .

To make it clear to you .

Bout th money thingy , it refering to my dad's friend .

Didn't I told you on tht day itself ?

Th next post , I'm jst letting my feeling out .

I'm human too .

So I have right to let my feeling out .

And I have no intention to make you post like tht .

But I'll reply to your post asap .

Jst warning to you ,

I'm not picking any fight or finding your faults .

I don't waant to do tht ,

I'm so tired .

I don't have enough sleep ,

didn't eat rice fo few days ,

having flu right now .

But I'm working more than I'm expected to.

So tht's explain why .

2010-06-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

I'm been thinkin 'bout it since yesterday .

Think as hard as I could ,

because I jst don't wish to make a mistake .

Big mistake .

Yes , life is full of regrets .

But we can avoid it if we make a right choice .

I don't know 'bout it .

Confused to my own feeling .

I jst need someone to be thr fo me .

As in , entertain my randomness ,

doing crazy stuff and stuff .

I'm always random ,

but tht's me .

Tht was how I like , since I was born .

And I will always be like tht .

I can't change it .

Sometimes , it is disturbing to see otha ppl like th same thing as you .

But we can't stop because thr's more human out thr

tht like th same thing as you .

But I jst piss off when tht person like to do almost everything jst like you .

I don't know why also .

At times , I wonder .

Am I too nice ?

Because when I need someone to talk to ,

I jst couldn't find one .

But tht person or whoever it is ,

need someone .

I always thr .

It's not tht I waaant th same thing or pay baack .

But I don't know , I jst need someone to entertain me .

As in , you know .

My randomness .

I'm stress 'bout my life .

I feel like , you know .

Giving up and jst leave this world .

So tht I will stop hurting ppl .

And maybe become th blocking way of ppl's life .

I don't know uh .

I jst feel like tht .

I jst waaant to go to beaaach since tht time .

Aftaaa my O levels malaay .

But until now , I haven step to th beach .

I jst need someone to accompany me thr .

I jst couldn't take it anymore .

Haiyaaa .

I'm going to be sick reaaal soon .

haiss

Stress .

bye . update soon . ( :

2010-06-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

Urgh ! It's so frustating !

How could you simply do jst like tht ?

All you think is money !

Does money solve everything ?!

fucking NO !

Money does not solve happiness , life and whateva shit !

Those things were meant to be keep because they are FCUKING precious and priceless !

Thr you are , askin otha ppl to clear your shits !

They got nth betta to do ?

They got fcuking life to live and plenty of debts to clear .

You thr happy-ly askin ppl to clear your mess !

Are you human with good heart ?

I don't think so !

Human with good heart ,

understand otha's ppl problem and try to clear their OWN mess .

While you ,

jst think 'bout yourself !

How selfish can you fcuking be ?

Excuse me !

th world does not evolve arnd you .

They got more problem than you .

So , you betta stop whatevaa shit you making .

It's not fcuking worth it, fcuk !

You got th bloody braain to think !

Use it wisely !

I don't think your braaain is left thr fo display , right ?

Every bloody problem can solve if you know how to bloody handle them .

I know you not tht stupid .

You're old enough to think .

Fo once , thinks 'bout othaa's too .

Their feeling .

Doesn't meaan we keep quiet and let you do whaateva shit ,

we scared to take action .

Don't ever STEP on ppl's head when they jst keep quiet .

Bear this in your fcuking mind

our fcuking patience is running low .

Don't ever let tht patience gone , okaaaay ?

It's not nice to see tht coming .

So whaaat this family doesn't even communicate well unlike some family ?

Soo ?!

Yaaa , tht's my problem .

But tht doesn't meaan , you waant to add on ?

No life , huh ?

Go get one , stupid !

You're young and go get a REAL job .

Go paaay your bloody debts , don't ask otha ppl to paay .

Tht is YOUR debts , settle it yourself .

Learn to be independant .

In th end , you die alone whaaat .

No one gg to help you in th graveyard , to answer your sins .

You answer yourself .

Betta learn .

Life is unfair .

Get tht and put tht in your bloody smaal brain .

I repeeat .

LIFE IS UNFAIR !

So , don't ever complain if you got a problem .

Because you YOURSELF find tht problem .

Urgh !

This jst leave me speechless and angry .

Yes , I'm crying now as I'm sooo damn fcuking mad at you !

Stupid ass !

Pfft !

2010-06-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

Okaay , going to be quick update .

Yes , I'm not working . :D

I'll update when I feel like to .

Bye all .

2010-05-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

CONFUSED . SAD . ANGRY .
like i say , i own a feeling too .
Can't jst anyone think 'bout my feelings too ?
I think 'bout almost everything
and yet this .
Think again , before you say anything .
Are you sure tht you gg to say tht to me ?

2010-05-25T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hahaa . I can't work my brain outt .

Buuttt I like to listen to this song .

Meaningful siaa .

How I wish caaan tarik like her .

If caaaaan , fuuuuh . I like !

Akulah sebatang kara

Dan tiada tempat bercerita

Segalanya ku diamkan saja

Maka hati mulalah berkata-kata

Andainya ku bersuara

Tak bererti aku melindungi

Dan mencari kelemahan diri

Bukan juga untuk ku mengharapkan simpati

Di manakah letak diri ku ini

Sehingga ku rasa sungguh asing sekali

Hilang sudah rindu dan kasih sayang

Segalanya bagai bru saja bermula

Yang putih pada mu sama

Kau keliru tak dapat bezakan

Pada zahir sama yang dilihat

Begitulah aku cuba mengibaratkan

Di manakah letaknya diri ku ini

Sehingga ku rasa sungguh asing sekali

Hilang sudah rindu dan kasih sayang

Segalanya bagai baru saja bermula

Ku cari rindu

Entah bila rindu kembali menjelma

Di manakah letaknya diri ku ini

Sehingga ku rasa sungguh asing sekali

Hilang sudah rindu dan kasih sayang

Segalanya bagai baru saja bermula

Ku pujuk hati

Tak usah sayu

Biarkanlah semuanya berlalu .

Sedaaaaaap taaao laagu nie .

Okaaaaaay , bye !

Stress .

2010-05-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

Okaay , were suppose to do maay homewoorrk

buuuuuuut I'm DAMN TIRED
macaaaaam mahuu pengsaaaaan gituu penaaat nyaa .

Yes , I'm exaggerating buutt tht's th fact .

I'm tired , I'm tired , I'm tired !

Buuuuuut enduree AYNNN , next mondaay already yourr 'O' leveeel

malaaay .

Theeeeeenn , enjoyyy abitt .

Theeeeeen your next coaching comes

URGHHHH !

NAAAAAAK NANGISS LAAA GINI !

Taaaakk tahaaan laagy niee . : (

Okaaaaay laaa , don't waaant to braaag 'bout it .

Next , I waaaant to let my tots .

Hehs , random ehh ?

Buuutt nvvvvm , I want to be random person .

:DDDDDD

So , here it goes .

Have you wonder this ,

whyy do people like to play hard whenever it comes to relationship or anything else ?

I often heard tht they are trying to be ego .

Sometimes I do agree because I myself ego until

I totally ignore what otha's feel .

But I did tht , because I want tht person or whoever it is

to fight back .

I mean , no harm in fighting back , right ?

Thru ego too , things tht you wish to happen .

Eventually don't happen .

I did tht laast time and until now ,

I regret fo doing so .

Hah .

No use already . Things happen .

All I can do is wait , I guess .

( :

But beeing ego helps somehow .

Like , hmm .

Somehow , it'll make people realise their mistakes they done .

And maybe wish to make up tht mistakes .

But it jst a Maybe .

To me , it's hard to find people to have

give-and-take kind of attitude .

So ,

Sometimes , we really hav to put th ego aside .

Because it's dangerous to always put ego first before anything .

As it might hurt th otha party .

True ?

Well , tht dependd on individual opinion .

We alll hav different thinking .

Okaaaaaay , I'm suppose to malaaay homeworrk ,

but I don't have any ideaaa on howww to doo .

Karaaaaangaaan somemoreee !

Can't lifeee b moreeee miserable ?!

Urghhhh !

Stupidddd lerrrr !

Seee , I'm going crazy !

Waiit foo next post .

Soon .

Everything tht I felt

2010-05-22T22:32:00.000-07:00

Okaaay , done with what I want to do . (:

Now , let me tell you something .

Yesterday , did my malay hwk .

And , th paper is like ARGH ! difficult .

You see th picture above ?

I was taking a break afta stressin' over findin' answer .

Taak lamaa uhh , I'm going crazy .

Right afta this malay coaching are done .

We have anotha round of coaching .

Pffft ! Stress nyaaa hidup nie !

Like want to burn th paper and drink .

Lagy bagos , ilmu masok .

Tanpa perahhh otakk mcm oraaang gilaa .

Betol ?

Hehs .

Anyways , I guess you guys wondering why th hell I want to private my blog .

Well , You want too know why ?

I jst feel like private it .

Random much ?

Yeaaah . ( :

Next , I got something to post 'bout .

It's been on my mind fo awhile .

And I have to let it go .

So here it goes .

Sometimes , I wonder .

Am I being too nice towards you ?

Until you treat me as when you like .

Do you ever think tht I too got a feeling which everyone has ?

Doesn't mean I keep my mouth shut , you can do as when you like .

I got to agree to what th otha's thinking towards you .

But to certain limit tht I agree to tht thinking .

Because , deep down .

I know you not tht kind of person .

I have known you fo few years already .

But never did I tot you would become like this .

True tht you were somehow thr fo me ,

but you change alot .

I jst don't what else I could do or even say .

Because what you have done ,

jst leave me speechless .

Okaaaay . Actually thr's more to it but I jst don't wish to elaborate 'bout it .

I know this post of mine is very wordy .

But tht is th only I could let everything out .

I got to go .

Take care . ( :

2010-05-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

Heyy , I'm jst updating fo sake of

telling tht I privating my blog soon .

I don't why but I feel like too .

If you want to read but I private it .

Then click me , maybe I can help you .

It's a maybe only .

Tht's all .

Bye .

Takecare . (:

Peace of my mind .

2010-05-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

I'm truely disappointed . I do .

Not a single word could ever describe how it feels like .

Sometimes , I feel like I'm a DUMB one .

Giving what otha's want , but mine ?

Nvr I tot 'bout it .

I ignore what I always want .

Instead , puts otha's want first .

Yes , I'm facing different kinds of problem .

Somehow , manage to let go of one of it .

Th rest , I rather keep it .

Yes , I do need someone .

But fo now , I rather keep everything inside .

Sometimes , th thing tht i wish is

to go somewhr far from here .

Place whr thr's peace and everything .

But I know thr's no such place here

because everywhr you go ,

it's always very noisy and stessful .

I jst don't what to do now .

Confused , stress , disappointed .

Everything in ONE go .

I guess , this 'bout it .

2010-05-07T20:50:00.000-07:00

Heyy , I'll update this blog

since I'm free .

So , yesterday . Had my A-maths Paper 1 .

And it was Damn difficult .

I did practise but still , I can't do it .

But History paper , was okay .

Should have study at least 2 topic .

But I study only 1 .

I did manage to th paper .

All I did was put what I know .

Heehs . (:

So Monday , would be my practical , Science .

Ergh ! I don't even know what to do .

But nvm , jst see what th rest do and I jst follow . (:

Simple enough .

Erm , these few days . All of things happen .

And it got me thinking .

After listening to story and more ,

I started to think .

Why it always like this and tht ,

Why do they think about us , too .

All I think was Why .

But this came to mind ,

I don't know if it was th answer to my WHY question .

Before you say anything , please . Think carefully .

Because action speaks louder than words .

As when you speaks/do , think properly .

Because without you realising it ,

you actually hurt people arnd you .

Th one tht have being there fo you ,

try to be there fo you .

So , it will be an effort fo us , to realise and apreciate it .

Make it as a lesson learnt .

So anyways , I happened to hopper at fb .

Which is looking at otha's people pichas .

I envy girls with looks .

I don't know why but I like to see it .

How i wish to be like them .

Ahah !

But people around told me this ,

appreciate with what you have .

Fo what , have looks but doesn't have good heart .

Ahah !

Okaay laa , gtg .

Update soon . (:

2010-05-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

Heyy , all .

Ignore th previous post .

Kinda of angry .

But now , everything's okaay .

Jst going to update this dusty blog .

Kinda lazy to update ,

so tht's explain why .

Btw , it's exam week .

So most likely , this blog will be dusty again .

Heehhs ..

I'll update if I got th time and mood .

So tc all !

2010-04-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

JST WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM ? HUH ?

What th hell I did to you till you hav to do tht to me ?

You think I'm a STUPID girl which do something like tht ?

Please laa , GROW UP .

THINK MATURE LAA !

AKU SAYANG KAU LAA ..

APE KAU BUAT , AKU TK PERNAH NAK COMPLAIN .

SKRG APE AKU DPT ?

KAU DLM KESUSAHAN , AKU TLG SEBANYAK AKU BOLEH .

Seriously , what you want ?

YES , I DID CRY FO YOU . YOU KNOW THT ?

NO , RIGHT ?

EVERY SGL NIGHT , I CRY AND THINK .

YOU DON'T KNOW , RIGHT ?

SO NOW , WHAT ?

ARGH ! NVM ! I JST SO SPEECHLESS LAA!

2010-04-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

Actually , got malay hwk .

but lazy to do .

hahs !

okaay , bye !

2010-04-01T22:32:00.000-07:00

Okaay , this is random so bear with it .
My mood lately been on and off .
I wonder why , very th irratitink . you know .
I want to go out but outta cash .

Hehs , my paid fo this mth .

Erm , finish already .

I bet you all wondering what th hell I do with my money .

Right ?

Hehs ..

Okaay laa , bye .

Tht's All .

Btw , yupyup .

But my bestfriend told me ,

and I want to tell you .

Sometime , you hav to go fo th person tht loved you .

Not th person tht you loved .

I guess , you hav to do so .

Im not forcing but look .

I pity you , getting hurt over and over again .

Afta I heard story fro you , it break my heart .

break into million pierces .

However , it's really your choices on how

you want to do with your life .

Im here , only to support , give you courage

and advise .

Afta tht , you hav to decide .

Bcoz this is your life , your future .

Like what you ever told me ,

ONE wrong moves , tht's it .

You done .

If you are confused and jst don't know what to do ,

Im here . A phone away from you .

alright , my friend ?(:

2010-03-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

Went out on Sunday .
Took alot of pichas , but got to ask th girls permisson first .
Ate at 18Chefs .
From Tamp Library to Sunplaza to My House Area to Simei ; East point
Went separate ways afta 'lepak'

Next week , meet th girls again .
But haven't plan yet .
Saturday , work . Pfft !
Opening somemore .

Maybe this help you , my friend . Sometime , what we can do is hope fo th best .
We done our parts and jst let time do th job .
Yeah , it take quite alot of time as well as your patience ,
but think again . It's worth it , waiting fo th one we loved .
Tht if you willing to wait .
I may appear as if I strong and had go on with life ,
but th truth is I don't .
It's hard fo me to do so .
No doubt tht I miss tht person ,
I jst hope tht things change .
Maybe fo th betta .
I guess ?
So do text or call yaa ?

2010-03-21T21:39:00.000-07:00

Im at school lab . ahhaa . were suppose to do th ecareer thingy but th computer loading DAMN slow .

So I decided to update my blog fo temporary only .

Later I update a proper one .

heehee . (:

Bye ! Tc !

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-11T04:11:00.000-08:00

Waah , this is like two years back . When we were sec 3 ? Ahhaaah .. memory .. (:
Anyway , my post got nothing to do with what I'm about to post .
I guess . (:
So if you think you want to read , go on .
Otherwise , do leave .
In case , you don't want to read such a WORDY post . (:

I do miss you in some ways . Because everything seems to remind me of everything .
I miss going almost everywhere with you .
Joking around with you and such .
I miss you .
Is there such called time machine , so tht it's easier fo me to turn back time ?
I miss when you were there fo me when I in any problem tht Im facing .
Seeing you , I think able to go on .
Hurts me deep because unfortunately , Im not like you .
Words really can't describe what Im feeling now .
I guess you won't understand it either .
Looking at th date , jst remind me of everything .
Every past tht had happen .
Th dates , th places and etc .
Every day , Im been thinking .
Is today going to be different ?
It seems like tht to me .
Everyday seems th same fo me .
When I was bloghopping , I happen to see something .
And tht , remind me of incident tht happen to us .
Thinking Im strong , but i jst keep lie-ing to myself .
To you also .
Therefore , I got to confess tht I truely miss you .
Hopes tht someday , things change .
But fo sure , I don't know when th day be .
Im been wanting to know hows you been going ,
see each other more often ,
going out like how we used to and etc .
If you remember everything , then I really grateful fo tht .
Otherwise , it's jst going to break my heart even worse .
Almost every night , I cried thinking how we are now .
Talk to me when you think you want to talk ,
message me when you are bored and etc .
I jst miss how we were last time .
You still message or called every day .
But I guess tht won't happen again , right ?
I wish it could .
But whatever it is , I really miss you .
& waiting fo your calls or message .

I know I was been random .
But I told you before , didn't I ?
Tht is me , now .
I hope you care enough to read it . (:

2010-02-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

Okaay , this shall be a quick one , ya .
Had x-country , didn't run . Took care of mar .
Jaguar won and 502 won th overall fo sec4/5 level .
Ate at Long John Silver . ( all time favourite)
Accompany Feeza , bought shoes and make-up stuff .
Reach hme , msj for while . Afta tht , sleep .
Something funny happen .
Went ikea , survey things .
Eventually bought things , thanks mom .

So , tht what happen today .

Anyway , I watched 'santau' twice . I know , like no life watched it twice . But th movie was
scary yet funny fo some part .
First , with my work friend . She paid fo us .
Second with Feeza and Din at GV .
I still want to watch again .
Maybe going to find th cd .

Sentosa on 15 February 2010 .
It was fun yet tiring .
It was supposed to celebrate Valentine's Day , I guess .
Got sunburn on my body and now , my forehead . Pfft !
Pictures with Ful , Feeza , Mar . I think .
Went to town area , thinking it's open .
Reach hme arnd 10+ 11 .

Th next day , work .
Couldn't wake up due to tiring-ness . Be drag myself out of bed .
Suddenly got long queue .
Mit feeza for awhile then rush hme .
Mom was sick , til now .
Panic when she suddenly wants to go hospital ,
in th end , she didn't go .
Instead she went to poly cause it's cheap than hospital .

Tht's all , I guess . ahaa .
Anyway , This sunday going to Fiza's sister wedding .
Can't wait to see th deco .
So yaa , tht's all folks .
See yaa .

2010-02-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

I jst wanna to sayy ... ahh , nvm .. forget it .
Currently , so stress plus worried .
Nvm , wait fo another post .

2010-02-06T19:55:00.000-08:00

Hello , im only gonna update on weekends aites .. Ahhaa , kinda lazy update during weekdays . Well , homework afta homework were given but my face wanna do .. Some only , th rest ? Kirim salam sudaah . ahhhaah !

'Bout th pictures , I'll update some otha times aites ? Nw , kinda of lazy . hehs .

Wow , it's been long since we seen each otha , huh ? ahhaa ... I dunnoe why I miss everything . even th small lil things , i miss too . Remembering it when Im bored , make me smile but at th same , y'all know . To talk bout it , i can but i just gotta th feeling that you wouldn't bother . I dunnoe why . I may said Im ego girl now , change to someone way way different but deep down , y'all never knoe whtr Im truely change . Bcoz no one noes it . except for myself . Words may be easy to said but to do it , it's th hardest thing to do it .
Try to be happy go lucky one , with all th smiles and laughter but Im simply lying to myself that Imma strong one , no more th weak one . I hate that . I wonder if you happy with y'all life , y'all know what i mean . Truely speaking , I miss y'all . Urm , gotta stop here . Text when y'all want . (:

2010-01-31T10:14:00.000-08:00

Heyy , it's 2.16 am . Yes , I didn't sleep bcoz i got alot of things to do . I mean ALOT . ahhaa ...
Waah , soon Imma going have a BIG eyebag .. pfft !
Tmr gt test and i didn't study bcoz way bz doing class deco preparation . Gosh , tired .
Anyway , I got alot of things running to my mind ...

Sometimes , I do agree that talks are cheap , very cheap . You tend to promise people this and that but you wouldn't know that whether you can fulfil that promise . Have you wonder why such things happen ? Have you wonder why you do this to otha people ? Have you wonder if you do such things , karma will hit you twice harder ? Hmm , I wonder eh . Sometimes , I may asked a random question but you wouldn't realise that Imma actually want to know the answer . Hurts me really bad when I think about what had we been talking about last time . Hurt so much . So much of having fun togetha and so forth . But turns out to be just a words . Not an action . You change without you realising it and you wonder why people can't stand you except for some people that really erm , love you ? They are the one that being there for you but yet you didn't realise it . Hmm , but what can we do as human being ? Nothing but jst hope for the best , right ? Sometime , we want to show the people that we love , why such things happen but they just wouldn't open their heart instead ignore . Well , what can we do .. Though I love that person or so , I try to make them realise but nothing seems to work . Hmm , strange ?
Okaay , I guess I gotta stop here or else , it will be long post . and very wordy one .
Goodnight . (:

2010-01-25T06:02:00.000-08:00

Aahhh . Finaally , Im done with the edit however I lost ALMOST i repeat eh ALMOST all the links . Pfft ! I totally forget whr the hell I keep all the link , I mean I do save all of the links but hehs , I lost it . :D
Anyways , Something happened that make me way mad . So mad . Til I didn't concentrate much on what my friends were talking until one part . Hehs , the thing look so wrong . 0.o
Then my mood came back afta I had a loong loong talk with MarBaby . Talking about erm , the past ? Yeaaa , it was like yesterday those sweet memories happened . We share quite alot of stories eh mar eh . From family to relationship to something that shouldnt be told here . Yeaaa , see . Quite alot kn ? We been talking non-stop from quite some time . Actually we were suppose to discuss about malay hwk but end up talking away . But we still half-complete the work . Betta than not doing it right ?
Just got scolding from dad . First time though my dad kinda scold me or talk to me ? Naaah , both look the same to me , as in the way my dad said it . I think my mom wouldn't talk to me much due to my rebel-ness (sometimes only , not all the time . Im still teenager , thats explain why Im rebel )
Ooh , I went Johor with Mar and guess what the whole shopping mall including Kotaraya , City Plaza close . -.-
Y'know why ? Bcoz some Sultan passed away . Tsk ! We both were like excited to shop but that feeling gone when we read the letter . And yes , finally i get to go Johor afta so so many many years didn't step the country . Ooh yaa , otw dere . Mar bullied me just bcoz I only got two stamps on my passport and being mean to me . Ahaah ..
Erm , I feel like to stop working bcoz dere's something that I hate about it . But have to continue bcoz I didn't get my school pocket money for like hmm , 3-4 days already . Yeaa , i frequently get migraine but none knew about it . And English teacher being very super .... keep asking to buy english books . Two books somemore ( die pk aku kaye kepe ) .

Waaah , like composition sia . nvm nvm , must practise for my O's exam . Btw I got 65 days to my O's Malay paper . Fst eh ? Well , what to do .

What attitude you have dere ? Sometime I wonder , do you ever use your bloody brain that actually working ? HAH ! You are consider lucky that we seal our mouths and do our own business rather than make a BIG fuss of it . So do consider yourself lucky aye ? Your attitude please change . Doesn't suit you well . Im not being a PERFECT one bcoz I knew No one are prefect . But listen , sometime you have to listen to what others say . alright , get it ? (:

2010-01-17T00:01:00.000-08:00

Aye babies .
My blog currently under construction .
Will be back as pernormal soon .
:D

2010-01-12T16:36:00.000-08:00

Heyyy , I'm gonna update for awhiile aye ? Later on , Im off to Bintan for 3 days 2 nights . Miss me aye ? AHHHAAAAHH !
Gotten my O lvl maths and yes , it was so darm bad . :(
Okaaaay laaaa , got to go ... byee allll !
miss me tao !
:DDDDD

2009-12-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

Went out to mit mar just now since im bored at hme . Yes , I didnt work just now , and im lazy to go also . Heh .. Mit her , and went to her hme , after tat went to downtown to pass her brother things and slack arnd at hse area .. Oh , we both very hungry , ate at kfc . But the both of us , like sick . She got ulcer kat throat and having red light while i having heavy headache and it affect my vision . But we have fun though . Just reached hme and yes , I should be resting but i cant get my eyes to close .
Heh . Tk tao tdo siang nye anak .
Okaay , something cute happen just now . Heh .
Tmr working , pfft !
Sunday , Im not gg to work .
Im sick . :D

2009-12-23T09:39:00.000-08:00

Happy sweet 16 yaww ... Finally u are 16 years old .. legal for rated movies and underage party ehh .. ahhhaa .. Cheyy ..On your special day , I want to wish u Happy Birthday , May all your wishes come true and good luck in everythink you do . I juss miss you so much , hope this coming 29 december , u able to make it to fiza hse to slack together with kirin and fiza aye .. Though we are nt close animore , I just want u to noe that u still my bestest friend . we been best friend eversince sec 2 and i hope it stay forever aye coz i seriously miss u since we both busy with work and stuff . Talking with u at the mrt on the day we went out , karaoke with u and went to ur home and slack was the greatest memories coz u noe , we rarely mit with each other .
So , hopefully u get wad u wishes aites ? :D

2009-12-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

Wow ! It's been awhile that I didn't update
this dusty blog of mine .
Might as well i delete it sia .
ahhhaa !
Plan to stop working by end of this month
but my manager ask me to stay until 2 january .
She told me this ,
"Huh ? nk berhenti ? lek uh , tunggu sampai
1 january psl double pay ? Ko tknk per double pay ?"
Den i was like , ooh yaa laa ..
Okaay2 .. with smiling face .
Soon i wanna do something with my hair ,
you know that i chop my hair but now it's abit long uh .
So i don't care , wanna do something . (:
Aper lagy eh ? hm ..
Oooh , tdy at work . I got excess 5 buck siaa
imagine uh 5 buck , cn top-up my ezlink ..
Then i got warning by my manager that
if next tyme , i excess more than 5 bucks again ,
i have to pay 3 times . kirekn have to pay 15 bucks uh .
But lucky , she good enuff , she let me off .
:D
I dunnoe y but i feel like singing ..
ahhhaa !
random sia ayyn ..
all thanks to the karaoke .
Oooh , btw . the karaoke session
with my friends was hell fun !
Pictures at kirin's facebook .
but i'll take from there
so watch out aye ?
(;
DAAAA DAAA ! I update soon .
Daaa mlm , mahu rest setelah penat berkerja .
ahhaa !
Bahase baku pulak .
bye , tc . mimpi indah . (:

2009-11-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

Heyy , sorry aye didn't update . bz due to work . Tiring y'know .. patron sometimes just get on my nerves . pfft ! anyway , 24 november had past . Had short celebration for my dad 45th birthday and did some video . Do enjoy yeaaa ? Do pause the song for awhile yeaaa ?

Enjoy yaaw .. (:

So anyway , I will m.i.a again due to working hours tmr . Pfft ! 12 hours ..
& yeaaa , i got my pay but it's darm little . But it's okaay , i won't mind .
Shopping can be done later later even though I long want to shopping .

2009-10-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

Heyy , gonna be short post aites ?
Anyway , kinda of worry about my dad condition now .
Nowadays he always had headache and
this coming friday is his appointment .
And he had to be xray on his head .
Gosh , kinda of worry .
serious , worry sick .
Another thing , my mum knee on the left
always in pain .
I think she always walk too much .
I guess .
Then , I having my migraine for nearly one week now .
I eat medi sometimes only .
I can't really depend on medi .
I do have money now but want to use for something
else .
Hehs .
Olrite , Until here .
Update once again
By the way , yesterday early dinner was great .
(:

2009-10-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

Heyy ...
My blog seems dead , huh ?
kinda of lazy to update . :D
yeaa , alot of things happen
and im lazy to post about it . :D
ahhha , okaaay ...
gtg .
bye
tc
ooohh ... Im sick .. v sick .
:(